Song 53 – How I wish!

I’m afraid
there’s a late pay
on the way.

It’s like
the pay day
never realized anyway.

And my boss says
I am to blame too
for the delay.

How I wish
I was much better,
had not a life so grey!

I’m afraid
my fortune is
not in today.

And there are
no promises to turn
true as you say.

How I wish
I had won over all
the worries and dismay!

How I wish
I wasn’t afraid!